Wednesday, November 11, 2015

#WIPWednesday


A great big thank you to all those of you that have served our country. It is because of you and yours that me and mine have the freedoms that we do and we will NEVER forget.

This excerpt is once again from my current work in progress, In the Shadow of the Shield, set to be released on December 15, 2015 from Limitless Publishing. Enjoy!



She ended the call and set the phone down on the bed beside her. Carter was busy sending a text. When he was done, he dropped the phone in his shirt pocket and smiled at her. "I just arranged for a cruiser to keep an eye on your house tonight."
"Thank you. I don't like the idea of him being there all alone after what happened today."

"You should try and get some rest."

"No one sleeps in hospitals. Don't you know that?" she replied. "Besides, I could never sleep now. What if someone sneaks in here?"

"Not gonna happen. You have your own personal body guard now."

"No, Carter, I can't let you do that."

He stood up and smoothed the blankets around her legs. After fluffing and rearranging the pillows he moved the chair to the other side of the bed so he could face the door to the room. Sitting back down, he threw his feet up on the edge of the bed, one foot crossed over the other and did the same with his arms over his chest. "Nothing you can do about it now."

She should insist he leave but Diana felt safe with Carter in the room. Almost like having Donnie back by her side again. It had been so long since she'd had a man in her bed. Not like Carter was in her bed but his presence in the room was still calming.

"I am kind of tired." Her eye lids drooped and her words sounded slurred even to her own ears.

"Sleep. I'll be right here." He patted the holster on his hip. "No one will get by my old pal Glock."

"Maybe for just a little bit." Her eyes were closed before she ended the sentence.

 

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

It's Release Day! Undercover in Six Inch Stilettos is back!!!


UNDERCOVER IN SIX INCH STILETTOS
by CAROLYN LAROCHE
Series: SECRET LIVES #1
Publisher: Limitless Publishing
- SYNOPSIS -
Every woman has secrets, and Cyndi Mills is no exception…

Cyndi has a beautiful daughter, and her husband Jason is totally hot for her, but something is missing. As a cop, Jason is extremely vigilant about safety and security, and Cyndi longs for some time to herself, so she takes a Friday night job. 

Jason thinks she’s cleaning offices, when she’s actually dancing in a red bustier and six-inch stilettos at a club called Sugar Shakers, something only her three best friends, also police wives, know.

When club employees start disappearing, the truth comes out…

A young runaway, Jade, and a military widow, Lola, vanish, and Lola’s body is later found in the ocean. Cyndi begins investigating—with some help from her friends—but when anonymous threats put her daughter in jeopardy, she has no choice but to confess her lie to Jason, rocking their previously solid marriage.

Jason is furious, but Cyndi has to ask for even more if she hopes to solve the mystery…

Cyndi convinces Jason to sign her up as a confidential informant, and she officially goes undercover at the club, while Jason struggles to control his jealousy. As the evidence mounts and the danger becomes all too real, Jason fights to keep Cyndi safe. 

But no amount of security can protect someone when lies are more common
than the truth and no one is who they appear to be.

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- MEET THE AUTHOR -
CAROLYN LAROCHE

Carolyn LaRoche grew up in snow country but fled the cold and ice several years ago. She now lives near the beach with her husband, their two boys, two finicky cats and one old dog. When she is not at the baseball field cheering on big hits and home runs, she is busy teaching science to unwilling teenagers.



Monday, November 9, 2015

#FreeReadMonday-The Second Installment



Chapter Two
"’Bout time you came back inside, Jennie girl. What you been doin’ up there in that hideout all afternoon?”
     Jennie stepped through the screen door into the kitchen. The delightful smell of fresh baked apple pie filled the room, its tart, cinnamon fragrance teasing her nostrils and her taste buds until she could almost taste its tangy deliciousness. It had enticed her back to the house despite her intent to hide away forever. She didn’t want to talk about what had happened, or the tears she had shed or the angry thoughts she was having. Instead she inhaled deeply of the aromas filling the kitchen.
     “That smells so good, Momma.” No matter how broken her heart, she always had time for her mother’s homemade pies. Momma’s cooking was the only thing she was going to miss when she left the farm next week.
    “It does smell nice.” Elise smiled at her only daughter. “You didn’t answer my question, though. Whatcha’ been doin’ all this time? I thought you were spendin’ the afternoon with that boy of yours?”
     “Don’t think I’ll be spending any more afternoons with him, Momma.” 
      “You want to tell me about it sweet pea?” Momma’s kind voice made her feel even worse.
    “Not really.”
     “First love’s always the hardest, sweet pea. ‘Specially when it leads to first heartbreak.  I’m so sorry you’re hurtin’ but your Granny used to say it’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.”
    “Sure, right. If Granny said it, then I guess it had to be true.”
    “You watch that sarcasm, girl. Broken heart or not, you still have to respect your mother and your grandmother.”
     “Sorry, Momma. I’m just not feeling so lucky to have loved Michael. Or Trisha...”
      “Hmmm, so, your Daddy was right.” Momma’s tone was thoughtful as she reached into the oven and pulled out the pie that had been tempting Jennie relentlessly.
    “Right about what, Momma?” Jennie grabbed a fork from the silverware drawer and dug into the pie without waiting for it to cool, knowing exactly what her Momma would say.
    “You know hot apples like that will only upset your stomach and ruin your appetite for supper.”
     “My appetite’s already ruined. What was Daddy right about?”
     Momma studied her intently for a moment, looking deeply into her baby’s eyes. “He says he heard in town that your young man has been stepping out with your … with Trisha.”
    “Oh.” Jennie fell quiet but continued eating the steaming hot pie as she stared out the kitchen window. So, the whole town knew what a fool she had been.  There would be no living down the humiliation of what had happened. “I hate them both you know.”
    “Hate’s a very strong word, sweet pea. You gotta love someone to hate them.”  
     “Well, then I don’t rightly know what to say, Momma. I hate them both with all my heart.” Jennie sat down at the big wooden table her Daddy had built with his own two hands and folded her arms on the dark stained wood in front of her.
    “You’re just hurtin’ now, sweet pea. When the pain lessens, you will realize that hate only hardens the heart and tarnishes the soul. One day you will remember that you loved them and maybe even will forgive them for hurting you. If you don’t, you will be the only one sufferin’, I guarantee you that.”
     “How could they do this to me?” She dropped her head onto her folded arms and squeezed her eyes tight, willing the tears away. She refused to cry any more.
    “I know Trisha’s always been your best friend Jennie-girl, but that girl is reckless, thoughtless. She can’t see beyond her own wants and desires. She didn’t do it to you, she did it for her. I am certain she never once thought of you, only satisfying the need to prove she can have any boy she wants.”
    “But what about Michael? He said he loved me. I didn’t know he would only love me if I have …well you know…” 
     The kitchen was quiet for a moment, only the sound of the whistling tea kettle disturbed the silence. Momma picked the kettle up off the stove and set it on the trivet on the table. Momma had tea every afternoon before finishing up the supper preparations, today would be no exception. She pulled out the chair next to Jennie, pulled a tea bag from the basket on the center of the table and poured hot water over it into the antique tea cup Momma took from the china cabinet. The tiny tinkle of the spoon against the china was musical, a sad tune that echoed the feelings in Jennie’s heart.
     “Sweet pea, you gotta be true to yourself. I am proud of you for not giving in. That sort of … relationship… is meant to be between a man and a woman who are in love enough to be together forever. Sex has a lot of emotions attached to it. Mature emotions. It is not to be taken lightly. Especially not by someone as serious and sensitive as you are.”
    “Well, maybe I don’t wanna be serious and sensitive. Maybe I wanna be more like Trisha. She’s happy being carefree. She never wastes time thinking about all the possible outcomes. Me, I can’t even get dressed in the morning without working a plan. It’s exhausting, Momma.”
     The tears threatened again but she ignored them. Momma sighed and reached out a hand to touch her gently on the arm.
     “Be true to yourself, Jennifer. Don’t be anyone but who God intended you to be.  Someday the right boy will come along and you will just know it.”
    “I thought Michael was the right boy, Momma. Obviously I can’t even trust my own heart.”
     “Oh, Jennie, you are so young. There is plenty of time to really fall in love. What you had with Michael -that was puppy love. Not the real thing. If it were, we wouldn’t be havin’ this conversation right now.”
     “It just hurts so much, Momma. I never knew how much a broken heart could hurt.  And I am so angry with them both but I’m even madder at Trisha. I trusted her with all my secrets.”
    “The loss of trust hurts more than any physical injury I can think of and is so much harder to heal from. But you will, sweet pea, you really will. Trisha may never recover completely from losing you as her friend, but you will come out of this OK. You are much stronger than she ever will be.”
    “I hope it hurts her for a very, very long time.”
     A loud thump followed by the sound of breaking glass from the floor above them interrupted whatever Elise was about to say next. Jennie looked at her mother in shock.
     “What was that, Momma?”
      “I…I’m not too sure.” She rose from the table so quickly her tea sloshed over the side of the cup and onto the white lace placemat staining it a dark brown.
     Jennie followed her mother up the creaky wood stairs and down the dim hallway to the master bedroom. The door was closed; something heavy leaned against it because it would barely open a crack when Elise turned the knob. The top of Daddy’s denim clad thigh was all she could make out through the space.
     “Oh, Johnny, no!  What happened?!” Momma was sobbing as she pushed against the heavy wooden door trying to slide Daddy’s still form forward just enough to squeeze into the room. Jennie pushed alongside her, fear filling her heart. She had tried to push a dead cow once; the weight had been ridiculous, impossible to move. Daddy’s living two hundred pounds should have been so much easier but it wasn’t. A sob stuck in her throat as she dropped to the bedroom floor.
    “Please don’t be dead, Daddy.” She whispered as she and Momma shoved the door with one final burst of strength. The body on the other side shifted just enough that they could fit through the opening.
     John Marshal lay as still as a stone and as haphazardly as a rag doll, his limbs turned at odd angles to each other. The ashen grey of his skin, the blue tint of his lips and the pain locked forever in his brown eyes told them everything they needed to know.
      “Oh, God! Oh, no! Johnny, no!” Elise crumpled to the ground next to her husband and grabbed his hand as she felt for a pulse. “You can’t leave me, John Marshall! You can’t!  Do you hear me?!  You must wake up now!” She shook him hard, pulled on his arms, yelled in his ears but there was no response. Tears ran down Momma’s face in rivers as she yelled and yelled but Daddy never made a sound. Jennie watched in horror as harsh reality sunk in. 
    Daddy was dead.
    Momma looked up at her, wild eyed, her face streaked with tears. “Call 911 Jennie!  Call an ambulance! Call Doc Hansen! He will know what to do!” She climbed on top of her husband and started pumping on his chest frantically. John’s body flopped like a fish out of water with the effort but his heart refused to begin beating again.
    “Go, Jennie! Get help! NOW!”
     Jennie turned and fled from the room in search of the phone but she knew in her heart that it was too late. No one could look that grey, that dead and still be alive. She moved in a fog, pushing the buttons on the telephone, giving her address to the operator, telling her what happened, describing the way her Daddy had blankly stared up at them from the cold, wood floor.
    By the time the sirens made their way down the old, dirt road Daddy had been gone for over ten minutes. Momma was sprawled on top of his lifeless body, exhausted and sobbing when Doc Hansen pronounced him dead. They would find out later that he had had a massive heart attack. Doc Hansen said he had died instantly but Jennie didn’t believe it. She had seen the sadness alongside the pain in her father’s eyes as he lay on the floor, frozen in time forever.

 

Friday, November 6, 2015

Feature Friday- The Girl With Hearts by Savannah Blevins and Our Little Secret by Ashelyn Drake

This is a great week to read a book!
*** The Girl With Hearts***
by Savannah Blevins

Henrik Rylander doesn’t just participate in Manhattan’s dating scene—he owns the exclusive rights to it…

As the newly-minted captain of the New York Rangers hockey team, Henrik’s coach wants him to clean up his reputation. But Henrik isn’t quite ready to give up charming panties off co-eds, so he decides to indulge in one last night of uninhibited freedom.

Leila Blakely has never been the “cry into your Baskin-Robbins” type…

When she figures out her boyfriend has been cheating, she has only one objective—vengeance. Conveniently, the jerk’s arch-nemesis and her secret college crush, Henrik Rylander, is in town. She cleverly surprises Henrik in his hotel room and makes him an offer consisting of sex, lies, and the bathroom wall at the Regency. So what if she forgot to mention she was a virgin?

If their secret gets out, it will make headlines. Guaranteed…

Deflowering the little sister of the most volatile enforcer in the NHL—who also happens to be his best friend—is a recipe for disaster. Henrik decides to ditch his horn-dog stigma to quell any suspicion and embarks on a mission to befriend Leila, only to be served a big slice of humble pie.

Leila isn’t buying Henrik’s nice-guy act, though she can’t deny their attraction. But Henrik isn’t acting, and he’s ready to confront his feelings for the feisty girl with the heart tattoos.

However, Henrik soon discovers there’s much more at stake than his reputation and the status of his bromance with Leila’s brother.

Earning Leila’s trust might be the key to saving his career…and her life.  


I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this book! 

I have a tendency to judge a book by how willing it makes me to give up sleep. The Girl With Hearts kept me up well into the wee hours of the morning. In the beginning of the story, Henrik came across as pompous and self-serving with only two things on his mind- hockey and women. I pretty much hated him and hoped that Leila wouldn't bother with him but fall for his brother Drew instead, just to spite Henrik. The author did a phenomenal job of showing the "real" Henrik as the story evolved and by the time I was half way through I was rooting for him to get the girl. Henrik Rylander has definitely made my list of book boyfriends!

If you are looking for a well written sports romance with a fair of amount of unexpected twists that keep you flipping the pages well past your bedtime, then this is the book for you.  


Want your own copy from Amazon.com? 

✰✯✰OUR LITTLE SECRET✰✯✰
 by Ashelyn Drake

✯SYNOPSIS✯
Becca Daniels needs a passing math grade…but what she wants is to spend more time with Toby Michaels. 

The only problem is Toby is her best friend’s twin, and Tori has a very firm “no dating the brother” policy. 

But Becca’s grade has hit rock bottom and she needs a tutor. It just so happens that Toby is a math genius and more than happy to help—lucky her! Working so closely with the handsome, popular Toby, Becca can’t hide her attraction, and it soon becomes obvious he feels the same way. 

Becca doesn’t want to lose her best friend, but she isn’t willing to give up Toby either. 

At first, sneaking around is fun, stealing kisses right under Tori’s nose. But things take an ugly turn when Toby’s ex-girlfriend Meredith catches them together. Meredith demands Toby take her back and restore her reputation, or she’ll tell Tori their secret. Do they dare tell Tori the truth? Or would that just make things worse? 

Surrounded by secrets and knee-deep in deception, something has to give… 

How far is Meredith willing to go to keep Toby and Becca apart? 

And how much is Becca willing to risk to keep… 
Our Little Secret?



✰✰ #ONECLICK ✰✰
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★★ ASHELYN DRAKE ★★

Ashelyn Drake is a New Adult and Young Adult contemporary romance author. While it’s rare for her not to have either a book in hand or her fingers flying across a laptop, she also enjoys spending time with her family. She believes you are never too old to enjoy a good swing set and there’s never a bad time for some dark chocolate. She also writes speculative fiction under the name Kelly Hashway. She is represented by Sarah Negovetich of Corvisiero Literary Agency.





Wednesday, November 4, 2015

#WIPWeds


Today's excerpt is from my upcoming December release, In The Shadow of The Shield...



Another Saturday night, and there she sat, alone. Again. She loaded the rest of the dinner plates into the dishwasher and cleaned up the skillet. That killed about ten minutes. It was seven thirty, and Jackson wouldn't be home until one. Ugh.
It’s Saturday night, Di. There is one thing you could do.

She hadn’t picked up her work phone since the night Donnie died. Months of guilt had kept her away from her office. The dust had to be at least an inch thick.

She missed her job, even if it haunted her. Maybe she should try going back? A year was a long time to punish herself, and it wouldn’t take but an hour to clean things up in there. Her shift used to start at nine, and Rick had said she could come back whenever she wanted. Was she ready to work the phone again?

Donnie was gone, and she was lonely. She wasn’t ready to move on as her son suggested, but she did need to start getting back to her life again. A year of mourning was a long time. At least she could make a little money. Jackson would be heading off to college soon, and her widow’s pension from the police department wouldn’t make a dent in the tuition. Diana’s heart raced as tiny beads of perspiration formed on her forehead. Her hand shook as she reached for the doorknob to her office.

“Come on, Di, you can do this.” Her little pep talk didn't stop the shaking, but she did manage to turn the knob and push the door open. The room looked exactly the way it did the day Donnie had died there. She walked over to her desk and ran a finger over it, leaving a trail in the dust. Not too bad. It could have been worse. That would clean up pretty quickly. The hole Donnie had punched in the wall the day he died was still there, a little pile of sheetrock on the floor below it. She walked over and placed her hand over the damage.

"I miss you, Donnie,” she whispered, running a finger along the edge of the broken wall.

Turning away, she wiped the dampness from her eyes and returned to her desk. The phone sat in the same place she had dropped it when Donnie overheard her last call. She knew Rick’s number by heart.

After three rings, a man answered. “'lo?”
“Rick? It’s…”
“Misty Dawn! How are you, girl?”
“I'm, well, I guess I’m fine as can be expected.”
“How long’s it been, baby?”
“A year, Rick. A long, hard year.”
“You've been missed around here. Leo called in every Saturday night for months looking for your extension. He’d punch it in, and then complain to the girl who got his call that he wanted you.”

“Leo. I forgot about him.” She actually chuckled. The poor guy probably hadn’t gotten off in twelve months.

“Yeah. I’m pretty sure he misses you. A lot of people miss you. Any chance of you coming back?”

“Well, that's actually why I was calling. Today’s Saturday.”

“It is.”

“I think I’m ready to give it a go again.”

“Woohoo!”

“I'm not sure how it will go, but I want to give it a try.”

“No problem, babe! I will get your extension back up and active. You will probably have to start with new clients, but I’m sure you'll get plenty. That sexy southern drawl of yours pulls them in like flies to honey.”

This time she did laugh. It felt good to be talking to Rick again. Finally some semblance of her old life had returned. “All right then, Rick, set me up for nine. I’ll be here and ready to go.”

“You got it, Misty.” He turned serious. “It’s good to hear your voice again. I’m glad to have you back, and I'm real sorry ‘bout your hubby.”

“Thanks, Rick. It’s been a tough year, but my son has insisted I start living again so here I am, giving it a go.”

“Welcome home, Misty.”



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Tuesday, November 3, 2015

New Release! Keeping the Tarnished by Bradon Nave


KEEPING THE TARNISHED 
by Bradon Nave
Genre: Psychological Thriller
Publisher: Limitless Publishing
Release Date: Nov. 3, 2015
- SYNOPSIS -
Johnny Tregalis leaves home the minute he turns eighteen, but he’s the only one who knows why…

Arriving in Lake Charles, Louisiana, Johnny has nothing—not even a plan. Local veterinarian Jackson Everett notices the boy, who reminds him of his own teenage son, and offers him a bed for the night.

Meeting Jackson’s wife Graye, his son Jared, and four-year-old daughter Bryce, Johnny sees a family he could never imagine. He’d been raised by his abusive father after his mother disappeared with his younger brother, and he’s sure he’ll be packed off to a shelter in the morning. He can’t believe it when he’s invited to stay indefinitely.

Johnny refuses to discuss his traumatic past as he attempts to fit in…

The Everetts try to help the profoundly troubled teen, but he seems to be at the mercy of his own mind. He’s held captive by flashbacks, excruciating night terrors, and a mounting inability to distinguish delusion from reality. How can he possibly recover, go to school, have friends…have a life?

Physical scars only hint at deeper psychological devastation…

As the shocking truth comes to light, Johnny struggles to overcome years of abuse, poverty, and despicable horrors to become part of a real family, but is he strong enough to defeat his demons? The Everetts realize Johnny’s journey is now their own, but they face a daunting task.

How much sacrifice is too much when all you can hope for is keeping the tarnished?


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- EXCERPT -
Midnight. Finally. The moments leading up to it had crawled slower than one of the maggots behind the kitchen trashcan, etching its way blindly through the coffee grounds and eggshells. He grabbed his weathered book bag full of a few clothing items and $188.00 in cash, and then stuck his leg out the window, arching his back as he felt his foot touch the ground outside. He pushed against the house, dragging his other leg across the bottom of the window frame as he lost his balance and fell backward to the ground. He didn’t care. He had been outside of this rundown shack a million times, but never had he been outside and free. Even if this freedom were short lived, and he went in the ground tomorrow, he owned it for this moment.

Quickly, he sprang to his feet, grabbed his bag, and began running in the direction of the cornfield near the end of the farmhouse drive.

The air was eerily still on this night. All was silent with the exception of a few chanting crickets and the occasional cry of the whippoorwill sounding out over the horizon. The moonlight illuminated the decrepit barn to the north of the house, as every single cornstalk in the field up ahead seemed to be reflecting the moon’s rays.

The yellow light bulb atop the wooden pole near the end of the drive was bright and buzzing in a calming manner. Several fat toads sat at the base, waiting for unfortunate insects to fall to the ground from their dizzy escapades near the globe at the top of the pole.

He ran past the half-built clubhouse his father and Uncle Doug had begun several years prior. He never understood if Doug was actually his uncle, but the men had wanted to build a ‘guy’s getaway’ for the three of them. He paid little attention to the details. He’d seen it all before hundreds of times, and he hoped to never see this place again.

Leaping over old car parts and garbage, he finally reached the corn. Although it wasn’t tall enough to hide him completely, it was all the cover he needed to make an effective escape. His heart raced wildly as he ran feverishly over the soft earth through the chest-high stalks. He began to smile through his heavy breathing, running—sprinting—excited as if he were scratching off the winning number on a substantial lottery ticket.

The prospects raced through his mind, and no adversity outside of his former confinements seemed to scare him. Starvation, disease, injury: nothing conjured concern except the idea of returning. He couldn’t go back, not now, now that a glimmer of hope had been resurrected.

As he bounded through the field like a fawn that had been mercifully released from the jaws of a predator, he felt as if he were being lifted off the ground; as if he were flying, and nothing in this world or the next could anchor him.

The taste of freedom was that of a bloodied lip, cornstalks, and the occasional mosquito; it was delicious. He knew he would leverage everything to maintain all he had in that moment, which was merely a tattered wardrobe, his father’s liquor-cash reserve, the worn clothing in the backpack, and a desperate desire to exist.

Hyper-vigilant and full of life, one would never have known only seven minutes prior he was a prisoner of technicality and his bedroom. Like a thief in the night, lowly and cunning, he darted through the cover, running on what seemed to be an endless rush of endorphins and adrenaline.
He was running for his life; this reality gave him wings.

The air was heavy and stagnant and seemed to fill his lungs with a thick, boggy perfume. He knew for certain that, if there were a higher power within the heavens, it would not have him come this far to go back. Even if he were found right now he knew he would die before he went back, and he would die a free man. Yes, a man. No longer a boy and no longer bound to his bedroom—to that shack—by the law. With a head full of dreams and the legs of a gazelle, he shot through the field, promising himself to never look back.


- ABOUT THE AUTHOR -
BRADON NAVE

Bradon Nave was born and raised in rural Oklahoma. He attended a small country school during junior high and high school, and graduated with only three people in his class. After graduate school, he decided to devote his spare time to his passion of writing.Bradon currently lives in Piedmont, Oklahoma, with his wife and two young children. 

When he’s not writing, he loves running, being with friends and family, and being outdoors.




Monday, November 2, 2015

Free Read Monday and Pre-orders Are Here!!

First and foremost...Pre-orders are now available for the new edition of Undercover in Six Inch Stilettos!
 
 
 
 
 
Now that the business is out of the way, it's time for some fun stuff- the Monday free read! Each Monday I will be releasing a chapter in a currently unpublished novel. Make sure you drop by each week for the newest installment from my book Down the Dirt Road.
 
1999
Chapter One
             “How could this day get any worse?!” Jennie Marshall yelled up at the clear blue sky from her ungraceful position on the shoulder of the old dirt road. If she had been paying better attention as she made her way home maybe she would have seen the watermelon sized rock she had just tripped over. Now, sprawled on the ground, she winced as she shifted her body. Her big toe hurt like crazy and definitely felt wet. Rolling over and sitting up, she inspected her injured foot. Dirty and streaked with blood, the toe had obviously met the rock up close and personally.
    Damned old dirt road.
    And while she was at it, damn Michael McKee and Trisha Parker. If not for them and their big announcement she wouldn’t have been so consumed with anger she might have noticed the stupid rock sticking up right in front of her.
    For once in her eighteen years, Jennie wished she had just been like everyone else. Or, at the very least, a lot more like Trisha. Jennie was always so cautious, thinking everything through. Trisha threw caution to the wind. If Jennie had just given Michael what he really wanted instead of thinking so much, she wouldn’t be sitting here crying over a stubbed toe on the side of the road while her ex-friend and former boyfriend danced off into the southern sunset together.
    She winced, not sure if it was the pain in her toe or the thought of that night, a couple of weeks ago when Michael had taken her to the lake for a sunset picnic.  He was so sweet, the setting romantic- perfect actually for her first time. And she really did want to do it, she just couldn’t shake the voice of her Momma deep in the back of her mind telling her to wait for marriage. Wait for someone who would love her forever. 
    She thought she would marry Michael. He told her it was OK if she wanted to wait; he could be patient. What a damned fool she had been. The frustration had been right there in his eyes. They obviously had very different visions of what their futures held. Michael made that perfect clear twenty four hours later when he took Trisha for a roll the hay in his daddy’s barn.
    She slammed her fist against the hard soil, crying out in pain at the contact.  How could they do that to her? Trisha was supposed to be her best friend and Michael was supposed to love her.         
    Momma had tried to warn her but Jennie was young and in love and didn’t want to hear what her mother had to say about the older, more experienced man that had been courting her only daughter.  
    The tears threatened again so Jennie forced all thoughts of her broken heart from her mind. It was hot out, her heavy curls were clinging to her face and neck and rivers of water ran down her back. Her foot was sore but she needed to get out of the scorching Virginia sun and into Momma’s cool kitchen with an even colder glass of lemonade. Dumping a little water on her toe from the bottle she carried, Jennie pulled herself to her feet and started walking again. The hot summer sun was beating down in full force, another day in the hottest summer they had experienced in a decade. Air heavy with humidity that never seemed to turn into rain was drying out the grasses and gardens. They needed rain in the worst way. 
   How could her best friend betray her like this? Michael—well he was a guy. Everyone knew they did stupid stuff but girlfriends were supposed to stick together. Even way back in kindergarten as they both rode the big yellow school bus for the first time, away from home and into the unknown world of school Trisha had seemed like the sister she had never had. Jennie was shy, reserved, terrified to leave her Momma even for a few hours. As she sat, huddled in the corner of the huge green seat, hugging her My Little Pony backpack to her chest, Trisha Parker climbed the steps to the bus like she was walking the red carpet in Hollywood. With a smile as bright as the neon pink bow in her long blonde hair, Trisha plopped down in the seat next to Jennie and held out her hand as she introduced herself. No, Trisha had never been afraid of anything.  Her friend Always jumped into the water without testing it with a toe first. The other girl embraced all of life with an excitement Jennie never understood. Trisha’s carefree ways were often reckless, something else Jennie struggled with. While she herself carefully weighed each decision, choosing the safest, most reliable path, Trisha let loose without even considering that someone else might get hurt.
  Jennie sighed against the hot, heavy air. She was so over being hot and sweaty. Maybe the weather was what drove Michael and Trisha into each other’s arms. Out in California they say the hot, dry Santa Ana winds made people do strange things. Maybe the hot Virginia coastal winds made people unable to control their sexual urges.
    The weather had nothing to do with it. Jennie wasn’t feeling any uncontrollable urges.  Michael and Trisha did what they wanted to because of that very reason- they wanted to.
    From behind her, she could hear the familiar whine of her daddy’s old Ford pickup truck.  It must have been later in the day than she thought if Daddy was heading back from town all ready. Each day, promptly at four thirty in the morning, before the rooster crowed and the cows started braying, Daddy climbed into his worn out old truck with the failing engine and drove into town for his shift at the factory. At one each afternoon, he drove home to the family farm and worked until Momma called him in at sunset for supper.
    Jennie hated small town life almost as much as she despised her ex-best friend and former boyfriend. She counted the days until she could escape. College started in two weeks. She would hardly miss the man she once thought she would marry.
   Hardly at all.
   Daddy’s old Ford stopped in a cloud of dust beside her.
   “What ya doin’, Jennie girl? It’s too hot to be walkin’ this time a’day. Hop on up in here and I’ll get you home and in the kitchen with a glass of your momma’s fresh lemonade in a jiffy.”
   “Just walkin’ home from Trisha’s. Didn’t know how late it was.”
   “It’s not late, sweet pea. Just wasn’t feelin' so great so the boss let me leave a coupla’ hours early.”
   “Oh. O.K.” She climbed up into the old truck and relaxed against the cracked vinyl of the bench seat as her daddy shifted the gears. The truck lurched forward as the transmission squealed and then they were on their way, lurching and heaving over the cratered dirt road. 
   They rode on in silence. It was nearly impossible to carry on a conversation anyway as the engine roared and the truck bumped and clumped along the road. Daddy always drove just a little faster than he should. He enjoyed the challenge of dodging the craters and seeing just how fast he could make it the mile from the main road to their front door.  Jennie held on tight to the door handle as she bounced up and down on the broken springs. Every rut caused a new shimmy or shake in the truck’s frame, the shocks groaned and the cab rocked back and forth almost precariously.
   The open windows provided little relief from the oppressive heat. There was no such thing as air conditioning the year John Marshall bought his beloved Ford.
  The front end of the truck crashed down hard against the packed dirt sending Jennie flying forward. Daddy shot out an arm to stop her from slamming into the windshield as he had done so many times before as far back as she could remember.
    “Sorry, sweet pea. Guess that dip got a little deeper after the spring rains.”
   It was what he always said when he hit that spot a little too hard. If the spring rains had been responsible that dip would be in the center of the Earth already. Sometimes he managed to make the jump though. Those were the times when the old Ford’s worn tires would go air borne over the deep drop in the road before slamming hard against the ground on the other side. Those were the days he grinned like the young man he once was in a Mustang fastback, street racing down back roads. In the space of a few moments John Marshall reverted back to more than just a father and a husband and a farmer. He became a man with a wild streak and a love of all things dangerous.
    What would he have become if he hadn’t met Elise Johnson twenty three years ago and fallen head over heels in love with the farmer’s daughter?
     Jennie took a deep breath and steeled herself against the next set of dips and drops as the truck bounced her around like a wet sneaker in the dryer. They were still a few hundred feet from the driveway. Dusty sweat poured off of her forehead and ran off her arms and legs. 
    Finally the bouncing stopped and the old engine sputtered to a stop, emitting a loud bang and a purple plume of burned oil. The frame shuddered and then the cab was eerily silent. 
   “Why don’t you get a new truck Daddy? Put this one out of its misery already.”
     Daddy chuckled as he patted the dash of his old Ford lovingly. “She’s a classic, sweet pea. We been together a long time, me and her. Longer even than me and your momma. You wouldn’t want me to replace your momma just because she got a little old and creaky, now would you?”
    “Of course not, Daddy! But Momma’s a person. This is just a truck. An old, broke down, embarrassing truck!” Jennie pushed the heavy passenger door open with a loud creak and jumped to the ground wincing slightly as her injured toe jarred on contact.
    “Shhhh… Jennie! She’ll hear you! I need her in top form to keep this place runnin’!” 
    “For cryin’ out loud, Daddy! She’s a truck! An inanimate object! She doesn’t have feelings!” Jennie stormed off up the worn wood steps of the front porch, shoving past her mother who opened the door just as Jennie reached for it.
     “Sorry, Momma!” She called over her shoulder as she ran through the house and grabbed a glass of water. Her throat was as dry as the old dirt road had been. As she gulped the ice cold fluid she listened to her parents in the front room.
      “What’s up with that girl?” Elise asked her husband. “And, what are you doing home so early? Everything OK at the factory?”
     “Everything is fine. I was just feelin’ a little under the weather. Boss said I could take a few hours to go home and rest before I have to do the chores ‘round here.”
    Elise frowned. “Should I call Doc Hansen?”
    “Nah, I’m fine, Elise. Just need a little rest.” 
    “Well, if you say so Johnny.” Momma looked skeptical nonetheless.  “Now, what’s up with that daughter of ours?”
      “Don’t rightly know but I suspect it has somethin’ to do with that boy o’ hers. Found her kickin’ rocks up the lane heading toward here. She seemed a bit outta sorts but she wouldn’t tell me a thing.  Just said she was headin’ home.”
     “She spent the mornin’ at Trisha’s and was supposed to go see that boy of hers at noon time. Been gone a week; thought she would get in as much time with him as possible. Wasn’t expectin’ her home till supper time, actually. It’s barely noon now. Maybe I should go out back and talk to her.”
     “Nah, leave her alone a bit. If she’s nursin’ a broken heart, best to let her do it alone for a bit.”
    “What makes you think she’s got a broken heart, Johnny?” 
    “I heard a bit this morning in town about Trisha and that boy spending some time together while Jennie was gone. You know how fickle teenagers can be. That friend of hers, she be advertisin’ a whole lot. Hard for a young man in his prime to resist.”
She heard a loud thump as someone tripped and fell. Maybe she should have been more worried when she heard the concern in Momma’s voice.
“You sure you’re feelin’ all right Johnny?”  
“I’m fine, Elise. Just fine. I’ll catch a quick nap and be down ‘fore the evening chores.”